hate you because you dont know
the deaths i died for you
only to be left forgotten
alone
wrapping arms around myself
stuck in the fetal positon
cradling the phone

hate you becuz you are happy
your life normal and sane
and i am forever changed
becuz you never died for me
and never felt the acid burn of tears
or the silent desperation of drowning

hate you becuz i love you
even after you killed me
w/ ur sweet brown eyes
and boyish grin
and pretty words said
so id let you in

just to decide i was not worth it
just to decide there should be no scarfices

and now im just broken
broken by a careless boy
who never understood what he asked
who never understood he broke me