Existing in a world of confusion
where no means yes
and yes means no
(and then there's always maybe
which is a different story entirely)
I don't understand exactly
where I stand in your life.
First it's "I want your friendship"
then "I want your trust"
but always "I want your body"
"Did you see the football game?"
No, all I saw were your eyes
and felt your hands on my body
but it was all in my mind
while I slept without you.
I wish you would tell me whether
I'm in your heart or in your black book
although I'm old enough to be a mother
in this world of mind games
I suppose I'm only an infant...