Night is all i see,
Darkness engulfing me
Of a world so dim.
The sun shines not here,
Comfort is never near
In this world within.

Hate dwells inside,
With no where to hide
Can't seem to get away again.
Telling me what to do,
Learning secrets, I never knew
Living in a life of sin.

It tells me what to say,
It doesn't matter anyway
I like what I hear.
It lives deep in my heart,
Tearing me apart
Living my life in fear.

Eating away all that was good,
I don't know things I once understood
how much more can i take?
Peel back my skin,
to see this tainted grin
how much more till i break?

Breathing in me, is this thing,
It's beautiful touch, comes with a sting
My moments of pain, always reoccur.
When it tells me to speak,
From it my pain I keep...
And I tell it, that I love her.